Anngie

Well a girl can’t take care of her face enough. Here are some tips that should keep you proud and lovely.

1. Drink 10 glasses of water a day
2. Apply sunscreen with a high SPF every time I step out in the sun
3. Eat small meals, around 3 times a day at regular intervals. Involve the superfoods in your diet judiciously.
4. Exercise 
5. Minimum 7-8 hours of sleep a day
6. Use good quality make up products
7. Removal of make up is very important too
8. Keep your skin clean
9. Hydrate your skin with moisturizer from a good brand depending on your skin type
10. Use natural homemade face scrubs and packs

1. Eye care- before sleeping put almond oil around your eyes using your ring finger gently
2. Hair should always be cleaned with a good shampoo and conditioner. (I personally, like my brand Clinic All Clear, it’s for all hair types). Once a month, a deep conditioning treatment must be done. Take one teaspoon vinegar + one teaspoon glycerine + one egg. Beat it together well. Massage mixture into scalp. Then wrap the hair in a hot towel for 20 minutes before washing. This gives the hair body and bounce and it keeps it shiny and manageable. Also, I highly recommend a head massage, once a fortnight with olive, coconut, or almond oil mixed with castor oil
3. Good pedicure and manicure is a must

I am well. No, I am not. I am a basket case in this god-forsaken place. I cry all the time now. I never used to. Anytime I meet a man, I get sad. Never have I seen such a display of romanticism. Never have I felt so loved.That makes the men so sweet and so vicious. I don’t understand it. It intrigued and bedeviled me. It tortured me and made me feel rapturous. It was a mistake to have tasted that.

But I am me, and it was inevitable. Something in my body drove me to that part of the world, to be with men from there. That something was a need at once chemical, biological, emotional, everything. The cells in my body had to experience it, I was just the host who dialed the phone to first speak to you. They had to be satisfied. And you embodied everything that I was seeking romantically. Those cells were satisfied, but now the host is not. The cells are waiting around, cleaning under their fingernails, wondering what’s next. They don’t know that I took my cue from them.

The problem is with the way I feel inside. I feel a bit dead.

Will I ever be able to experience the way a kiss reorders a life in its own way? You suddenly become a different person. You are born anew. This is your normal dull routine, your fears are right there on the kitchen table where you are expecting them. Dinner at 7, then to bed by 10. Your nightmares are waiting for you upstairs. But with a kiss, all bets are off and you smile and go into another blissful realm. You lose your balance but you know that when you fall it will feel good. It is so exciting because it is unknown. Maybe the flip side to incredibly romantic people is a penchant for being mind numb. That only a specific kind of love is the only thing that wakes us up. That is my true fear.

It doesn’t seem fair really…if you think about it. I don’t want to tell you how I feel. I don’t want you to know how much I think about "us". I want to hear you say it to me. I want to hear you tell me that I matter. I want you to look at me and say that "I" am enough for you. But you don’t…

You say I am too serious. You say I need to relax. But how can I be relaxed when I don’t know where I stand?

I want you to tell me I am the only one. I want you to tell me that you want me. I want to be the one you need..

I’m moving on, And if I feel the need to cry, it will not be for the heart ache you’ve made, but for not we might have, not for the regrets that I have nor of the anger that I felt, but I will cry because of the love that I never able to share, with the one guy I fell for. I will cry for the love that was lost, and not for the guy who left.

I am moving on. I’ll try to wake up in the morning and smile and think not of why you left, but that once you stayed. No, don’t try to reason with me, this is too much…I will try not to think of you, but when I wake up in the morning I ask myself if somehow you are also awake. I have my own life to lead and my own life to think of.

No, I won’t even think of you while I’m eating my breakfast wondering if you’re doing the same thing, because sooner or later I know you will. No, never again will I go to the comfort room and lock myself in, just to have some privacy to sadly think of you, cry or do some foolish things because of you.

I’ve had enough. I’ll try to hold back the tears when I think of you. I’ll just try to smile. And no, never will I again think of you last, when I go to sleep. Sleep is my only rest, so please don’t plague me in my dreams.

I will give my affections to any guy who is need of it, but not my heart because I still am trying to get it back from you. I will give him the love that you never wanted, the kiss that I so longed to give you and the words that once was yours. Worthy or not worthy of it, at least he’s here, you’re not.

I am moving on, hoping that the next thing would be letting go…

About me…life is moving forward, the past has now become a reminence of goals achieved and failed, broken hearts, and eventually finding those that will mend it, a learning curve that can only make you stronger for whats there to come and taking chances is the only way to learn.
So who am i?
Im just the girl next door you havent met.
If you got to this section, you’re probably interested in who i am. I’m nothing out of the ordinary, just someone who doesnt really ask for much, but the simple things in life. As you can see below, I have an addiction to these personality quizzes, So if you’re curious about how I am as a person (if you have the time of course lol) feel free to check for yourself…. I’m not a model or even anything of that type of status but I do appreciate those who go out of their way just to say hi, and for those who I havent responded to, im sorry, because I know that with everything goin on with my life, I’ve become hard to get ahold of… just bear with me…
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you’re told that you’re loved.
You’d like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future… one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You’ll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You’ll do anything for love, but you won’t fall for it easily.

it’s cold, as if we don’t have something we shared. It’s been so hard for me to accept that we’re living separate lives.looking at things as if we’re strangers. The pain that you brought me was not easy to forget.

it’s cold, as if we don’t have something we shared. It’s been so hard for me to accept that we’re living separate lives. looking at things as if we’re strangers. The pain that you brought me was not easy to forget.

you came for a reason into my life.The love we shared will always be remembered, will always bring that smile in my heart with no regrets. Times spent with you will always be remembered with tears and joy as it was the joyous and tearful part of my life.

I have more than sweet memories because I had you once. I know you dont love enough to keep me but enough for the moment. I am still dying inside whenever I recall that moment, those words. I used to ask myself how could this guy who had once written sweet, affectionate messages on my phone can now hurt me badly with his words.

I being always in control and always able to hold onto myself and for a moment I lost all the esteem, my ability to think, so I realize what I had for you is real love. I know you wanted me to hate you. But I guess I have so much love for you to ever hate you. You made me stronger when you hurt me. I did not say it was good for me to be hurt but it was only because we shared love that I was badly hurt.
I probably still might not be over it but it made me a better person. I still cry when I remember you, still have sleepless nights, still wake up on early morning - times you call me to say I miss you or you love me … I still think of you. I still wish in the end there will be you and me .I know it’s not the end for me; it might be a good start to begin my life again. I shouldn’t be ever afraid to love again - I only need to be wiser.
The time we spent was brief and yes I loved every minute of it and I will always cherish them. It will not only be good to me while it only lasts, as it will always be good, even when it’s over.

The pain you have caused me is unbearable; I cannot sleep, I no longer eat; even breathing was difficult in your presence. I wish things were as they originally were, but now I realize that is impossible.

It is ironic, you were my one and only true happiness, though at times you were my only sorrow.
All I can ask for now is your forgiveness, though inside I will yearn for so much more. I yearn to embrace your gentle touch, to gaze into your mystifying eyes just one more time, and to kiss softly your full red lips. If I had known things would have turned out this way, I would have changed it all. All of those immature insults would instead have been compliments. I can do nothing but apologize for my behavior, these feelings were new to me. I had not felt for anyone what I feel for you.

50 tips to an awesome relationship

1. Don’t just love each other, like each other too.

2. Tell her/him why you love her/him often.

3. Be affectionate to her/him.

4. Say I love you to each other, at least once in every 24 hour period.

5. Tell your lover you are their love Genie and you will grant him/her three wishes. Things get quite interesting.

6. Make memories together.

7. Never forget that the simple things in life make life worth living.

8. The most cherished gifts are the ones that come from the heart, not the wallet. make gifts for her/him.

9. Have a night that is worth $1,000,000 dollars, but on a $10 dollar budget.

10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

11. Instead of going out on a date, plan an evening at home, turn off the lights, burn scented candles, watch the sunset, then take a long walk to gaze at the stars.

12. Never, ever forget “holidays”! (The ones that the two of you make up too)

13. Do everything to make him/her happy.

14. Don’t evaluate or criticize your partner.

15. Defend and respect your partner.

16. Be there for the good and the bad times.

17. Find a nice secluded spot that is only yours and take her/him there every month.

18. Call from your vacation spot just to say Hi.

19. Always ask her/him how the day was. and listen!

20. Too much of a good thing can be bad.

21. Travel more than 1 hour out of town together.

22. Dance in the rain. (Even in your best outfit)

23. Watch the sunset together.

24. Have a candlelight dinner for two at least once a year.

25. Flirt in public. (Yes, that means holding hands)

26. Cook for each other.

27. Whisper sweet nothings.

28. Always close your eyes. Staring is rude.

29. Share your deep dark secrets with each other. (Not all)

30. Laugh together.

31. When you say “I’m sorry” look her/him in the eyes.

32. Don’t let little mistakes become big mistakes.

33. Do anything to impress her/him.

34. Go for a drive together just to get lost.

35. Make love.

36. Make sacrifices for each other.

37. ALWAYS be honest with each other.

38. Give each other pet names.

39. Tell her/him your fantasies.

40. Tell her/him what you like and don’t like.

41. Write a story about how you two met and fell in love and give it to her/him.

42. Hugs are the best medicines.

43. NEVER EVER cheat on her/him.

44. Play silly games.

45. Find out what’s special to her/him and do it.

46. Spend all night thinking of 50 sweet things to do for her/him.

47. Always have a notepad and pen or some stationary with you wherever you are. This way when you’re waiting in line you can write them a quick love note.

48. During weeks when you feel you haven’t had enough time with each other, send a bouquet of flowers or other gift to their work, home or school.

49. When you look into they eyes, tell her/him how you feel deep down and gently kiss their cheek.

50. Put a note in her purse telling her to meet you somewhere for lunch.