P A I N..
The pain you have caused me is unbearable; I cannot sleep, I no longer eat; even breathing was difficult in your presence. I wish things were as they originally were, but now I realize that is impossible.
It is ironic, you were my one and only true happiness, though at times you were my only sorrow.
All I can ask for now is your forgiveness, though inside I will yearn for so much more. I yearn to embrace your gentle touch, to gaze into your mystifying eyes just one more time, and to kiss softly your full red lips. If I had known things would have turned out this way, I would have changed it all. All of those immature insults would instead have been compliments. I can do nothing but apologize for my behavior, these feelings were new to me. I had not felt for anyone what I feel for you.
