For Him..
it’s cold, as if we don’t have something we shared. It’s been so hard for me to accept that we’re living separate lives.looking at things as if we’re strangers. The pain that you brought me was not easy to forget.
it’s cold, as if we don’t have something we shared. It’s been so hard for me to accept that we’re living separate lives. looking at things as if we’re strangers. The pain that you brought me was not easy to forget.
you came for a reason into my life.The love we shared will always be remembered, will always bring that smile in my heart with no regrets. Times spent with you will always be remembered with tears and joy as it was the joyous and tearful part of my life.
I have more than sweet memories because I had you once. I know you dont love enough to keep me but enough for the moment. I am still dying inside whenever I recall that moment, those words. I used to ask myself how could this guy who had once written sweet, affectionate messages on my phone can now hurt me badly with his words.
I being always in control and always able to hold onto myself and for a moment I lost all the esteem, my ability to think, so I realize what I had for you is real love. I know you wanted me to hate you. But I guess I have so much love for you to ever hate you. You made me stronger when you hurt me. I did not say it was good for me to be hurt but it was only because we shared love that I was badly hurt.
I probably still might not be over it but it made me a better person. I still cry when I remember you, still have sleepless nights, still wake up on early morning - times you call me to say I miss you or you love me … I still think of you. I still wish in the end there will be you and me .I know it’s not the end for me; it might be a good start to begin my life again. I shouldn’t be ever afraid to love again - I only need to be wiser.
The time we spent was brief and yes I loved every minute of it and I will always cherish them. It will not only be good to me while it only lasts, as it will always be good, even when it’s over.
